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Feral Child -

by Casey Heinzism "DNatureofDTrain"

When I was 6 year old about to be adopted. They wanted to make sure adoption was in my best interest health wise.

They also wanted to be sure I would be properly taken care of. So they wanted to assess me as they do any foster child prior to adoption.

Doctors could not quite figure me out. They thought maybe I was autistic but I was not, or they thought all sorts of things that did not match. But one thing they did all agree on these multiple professionals. I was definitely a Feral Child.

I was consider a Feral Child because I preferred to remain in the marshland and woods from sunrise to sunset and have little to no interactions with other people at this age. To me being in nature was so peaceful so balancing. When I around my foster family I always want to do things with them but felt like I was either ignored, no one to play with, or as if drama was always going on, one thing that bothered me was the TV.... it felt like we always had to watch it. I only cared to watch it when it was thunder storming or I was tired...

I loved sounds and music.. So I sought out to listen to the music the marshland itself sang and would sing and dance myself. At this age imitating Prince and the Revolution, or playing my usual railroad games, or just exploring and observing. I enjoyed watching the chipmunks, squirrels, hawks, and befriend the Geese and Sandhill Cranes. Some days i would follow them all over the marsh other days they would follow me... To me being in nature and being in the marsh was my home and with my family. I felt good, energized peaceful, and enjoyed the Spiritual aspects of it as well. I knew I was safe there usually, Sure I ran into some unsafe moments.. But.. that is for another book to speak of...

I had a severe speech impediment so many did not understand me...When I was not in nature and with my foster family, It felt like culture shock. At that age....I ...of course did not know those words or know why.

I later came out of the marshland and one day saw my Grandpa, in blue and white striped...hickory overalls a baseball cap, and watched him gardening.. I also watched my Grandma too... With a red handerkercheif over her hair and a nice coat, and pretty dress under it. Both that day were picking raspberries.. I loved to help them and eat many myself...

The prickers did not bother me. It felt right. My fascination with my grandparents is why I started to spend more time with people... and then I had three new foster brothers I got a long with. We had fun all the time, and then I engaged in more playful activities with others, it was always boy things.. I did not care for dolly.... make up and dress the girls all did.

I believe myself as a Feral Child was just my young Mother Nature...When I originally used that nickname. I wanted to be my real true self... My relaxed positive Nature loving self. But stress and harassment and trauma of course made that take a different turn. That however will be wrote in my Mother Nature stories, on .

I may have grew out of being a Feral Child, But I have never grown away from being a Child of Nature, as well as of the Railroad, and Spirit.

I sometime wish I could time travel to take people to visit the awesome things in nature that I have witnessed.

It is also to bad that if you prefer peace, quiet and solitude they want to make you out to be having something wrong with you mentally. Sure I love my chaos at times, but balance is healthy and there is nothing wrong with seeking peace and solitude to keep your life in balance.

Some people just do not seem to understand that there are times I do not want or need to socialize. I just do not have much in common with many people at times. About all I have to share is my stories, my experiences, and myself. And this do not realize this is not cause I am so arrogant or conceited.. It is because I prefer my solitude. This is not do to phobias, it is due partially do to sensitives. I sense and hear things many are so used to they do not even realize is there. Some things and people people get used to and do not notice anymore, other times we hear and notice and take it all in to a point that it can be overwhelming.

So at times I do not want to talk or socialize, I just want to sit relax and be present.

Just as at times Jones also does not want to talk.

- To be Continued...

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